2 weeks + 1 day..


I can see what happens at my 2 week sobriety mark.. I clear up.. No booze.. Leaves room for the layers of depression I have been masking with ze pino. Self medicate, yeah that’s what I do.. It was the point I relapse each time… 2 weeks + 1 day.. I passed the bump.. I took the hurdle.. But what the hell? I should be happy and proud of this accomplishment that I have worked so fucking hard for.. Instead, I feel hurt, sadness, things that make me feel yucky.. I have to barrel thru.. Get thru tonight.. No I won’t drink, but I’m tired…

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