So in talking to my significant other he believes that all this cyber sobriety is complete bullshit and thinks I may be whack.. So I have been rebutting with research and other findings online with success stories of people getting their serious sober on by turning to others with similar issues and drinky problems… Firstly I will admit I have had my drama/trauma/bullshit/relapses all whilst using the cyber sober network I have been apart of, so to the laymen It looks like I cannot be successful in becoming sober this way, and to He whom I will never say his name, thinks I do not have a problem, nor should I turn to all y’all… Hmmmmmm This business is the kind of business that is tricky.. I am a very devoted wife, mother and professional in my profession;), and I happen to KNOW I have a drinking prob.. So The person whom I said I wouldn’t ever reveal is the “closest” person in my life and Has no clue how drinking and booze in general effect me?? Or, does he??? Like Im sure i have talked about before but I try not to talk about him to often as to keep my eyes on my own shitty paper This guy must feel threatened and I Do NOT Am NOT that kind of gal.. Yes he is loosing a drinking buddy, but I ain’t going anywhere.. I need many many many more sober days in order for that… But I am sure him hearing me talk about being, getting, wanting sobriety is maybe getting old due to the fact I have a tendency to slip at the sight of wine.. Actually I want to be, get sober so I can be a better Wife, Mom, Professional… I do not want to hurt anyone along my path.. You follow??? It is daunting and exhausting and I have so much shit/responsibility I need to be a grown up and shut the fuck up and be at peace with myself and sober the fuck up.. k?? Well, I am still plugging along and I still am going to use my Sober Cyber Tools and Friends to continue on this path.. I don’t believe anyone can stop me.. I got a text yesterday from my Sober Sista in the booze free brigade, and I was asked to reveal who this person texting me is.. I said, She is also a Mom who Is a Drunky who wants to be sober.. And I got a quizical look and He knew there was nothing else to discuss.. I need you all I need my Sober sisters and Bros.. I am not out in the Real World, so I need to be held accountable in this world.. Its an ok thing right??? Needing sober cyber pals???
Well I am glad I drank the Kool-Aid ala Belle over at tired of thinking about drinking, and I am glad I stumbled upon Drunky Drunk girl, and Maya June, and Sober Jessie, and everyone else that has inspired and encouraged me.. This is me, this is my path, this is good right now.. I am going to STAY HERE….