Nine days later here I am.. I am sober.. more sober than I have been in some time.. It feels like that feeling you get right after you have had a great workout, or when you are on vacation and you have been walking and exploring for the whole day.. Like exfuckingzausted and happy and dizzy all at once?? Yes, that is what I am feeling.. I am not sure when the last time I have really gave my all to being sober like this.. I am not dim in that I know there will be some shitty times to come.. I also know to expect cravings.. For now I am dizzy happy.. I have started closer research on AA.. I am getting to meetings when I can.. I could use an extra set of hands during the day so I can go more often but for now Monday and Fridays will have to do..
I am regrouping.
I have come to sleeping a lot..
I am eating more than usual, but I know things will even out..
for now simply staying sober.. what more can a girl ask for??