I have had this song in my head for days… Silly little country song I know, but alas my life could be a silly little country song.. Today I feel like the bug.. Yesterday I was the windshield.. such a confusing bla of a mess.. I have the strength to say LEX here Alcoholic I cannot drink, and BAM total defeat and starting all over once again.. There will be some changes coming soon.. I have tried my hand in AA, Books, reaching out over and over again to sober sisters and still the Bug in my Brain forgets that Me+Booze=mess…. I ugh I feel like a failure today.. but I think in a few hours I will have forgotten about feeling like a failure and continue with my merry day..
I will not be drinking today.. for this I know…