I made a cupa with out the mug under the Kurieg, I ate two hot dogs and a pint of Ben and Jerry’s.. I smoked a few too many cigs than I wanted, I ignored the crumbs on the floor, I played outside, I got at least 6 hour a sleep a night.. I have been living in a place where kids are the most important part of the day when Hub thinks drinking is the most important part of the night, I am breathing, I am semi smiling, I am preparing a 6 year old birthday and secretly, the best gift she is getting is a sober Mommy, I am going to a huge appointment tomo (actual birthday) to discuss treatment options.. I have nothing to hide.. I have been binge drinking for 20 (holy fuck) some years.. I am an alcoholic.. I hate being an alcoholic.. I can change this.. I have the power to be exactly who I wish and deserve to be.. I am prepared to make big adjustments and prove to Wolfie that I am boss. This is my time to shine.. I am good enough, I am strong enough and if people don’t like it Fuck them.. I am sober.. Serenity, Love and Light and all that shtuff..