The shit I did is done.
The wrong decisions, places, people happened.
I can’t go back and warn that younger version of me.. I just acknowledge and love her and accept the past…
If it weren’t for her and all she’s seen and done I would not get the opportunity to meet me, as I am right now.
The hurt will heal and some will not. I will breathe and live and survive. I can allow the Energies that Be to swallow up anything I cannot handle before me and guide me right. I feel safe.. More content than I could ever imagine.. It’s not necessarily the situation it’s the vessel and my spirit..
I have a smile in my pocket. Today I can choose to wear it or save it for later..
Today I’m ok..